Wednesday, December 26, 2007
12/26/2007 03:30:00 PM
everything has come to an end. goodbye is really the hardest word to say. and sorry seems too light a word for what we've been through. it has always been the case..anything takes two hands to clap...
it's through. it's over. the long journey over two hearts has reached its destination. To where, i know. somewhere i can't reach for anymore. not going to wish all the best, because you already have the goodness you wanted. not willing to go but have to go. why must things has come to such an messy end?
i din mean to let things come to this pathetic end. sorry seems too late now.
knowing nothing will change but i still went for the dash and hope for a miracle. knowing there's nothing i can get in return, i still linger around.. even now, i still hope it was lies told to me. see, i am really a fool in my paradise. how dumb! but within myself, i know, the truth is out openly..
Emotions up and down like roller-coaster in merely 2 days. I guess, out all the wrongs i did, this time i did right. Perhaps, it's harder to let go than to hold on, but it's better to be loved than loved. it's indeed hard, trying to grow and nurture love out of nothing at all.
So now, my belated christmas wish is just to love myself more and more..hope god can answer my last minutes prayers...:)
Sunday, December 23, 2007
12/23/2007 09:37:00 AM
Anyone going for some idol's concert lately?
Click below to find out how to turn that florescent stick to be a dancing one!
'kopped' from 華仔的天空.
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
Monday, December 03, 2007
12/03/2007 09:20:00 PM
It's been a busy busy bee week! I have just finished my 3days working marathon. Finally over.
These two weeks is going to be busy too, cos i have to catch up with my school work. Yeah, have to buck up for the final year. Not gonna waste time on useless things.. I hope so!
Life has been a little too bored for me. Work school sleep study. Kinda no life.
Wonders how my friends has been doing? Seems like quite busy.. Everyone has their own life..
Recently one of my long lost friend is back in contact. It's a happy event, but i am not expecting much out of it. you know the usual, the higher the expectations, the harder it is when it falls.
But I'm happy that she's back, really happy. =) She called me this morning, sharing me about her compliance leave dates for next year. She's looking forward to it and i really hope this time nothing goes wrong..but then again..it's next year. So...i'm keeping my fingers crossed.
this is how my school life is all about..read more..
Mr N.Gal has been singing and in rather good mood. I remembered that he sung 'it's my life' by bon jovi. Imagine singing that to ur students in 8.30am lecture class.. not too bad! but it really don't complement his erm balding style. Nevertheless, his funny exchanges never fails to tickle me in class. Mdm HK wasn't too bad too. videos after breaktime gives me plentiful of beauty sleep.
Mr. Notjokingwithyou was BAD. and i tell u, it's really BAD, BAD BAD BAD. He gave us a lecture, not one not two but three in a row..for 3 consecutive weeks..Did i really made a bad choice in that class? -_- i need luck luck luck and 99.99999% hardwork to get through him. Gotta be careful not to be nailed by him in class..and remember, dun look at him in the eye, he SMILES at u! haha
Mr HotSun, I love him the best cos he gives extreme early breaks, extra long breaks, cracks lame long jokes and woo early dismissal, but it's a total waste cos i am attending it alone. But, there's this cutie hunk in my class and i love to sit just behind him. hee hee hee.
Mr Butt, as usual, no jokes, machine-gunned his lectures and ran like a hare when the clock strikes 6.30pm..but he means no harm. Nice fella. I just hope i don't sit with the two noisy chicks next week...i'm not so sure if i can hold my temper still. I might just turn over and give them this! shhhh! gets on my nerve every single week..wonders how they did that..talks like chicks...non-stop...for 3 hrs...
and, the best thing is, i owe assignments to all of the 'chers above!
Japanese graduating class A15 2007
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
