it's inevitable!

Monday, September 26, 2005 9/26/2005 01:37:00 AM

张震岳 - 臭男人

从头到尾从来没说你是我的女朋友
不是说好了只是玩一玩而已
却没想到你来真的放了很多真感情
告诉你实话我真的不喜欢你
你也知道我是一个不负责任的男人
在我的口袋只有一根小香肠
需要爱情别找我吧
我不能给你什么
聪明的女孩
不会爱上臭男人
我是臭男人
曾经跟你一样幻想美丽的爱情
完美的结局却变成痛苦的回忆
我不想骗你
但我是个无情无义无聊臭男人
只有我的香肠了解我的心

So why 不公平? becos i met a 臭男人

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

9/26/2005 01:07:00 AM

Shit week!! First i got a job and then the next moment, it's gone. Fuck.
The company told me they found a full-timer to get the job done, meaning i dun have to report work anymore. I only worked for 1 day eh..so shitty..anyway now waiting for their call and see if I can get my pay for 1 day.. if i can't then too bad..cos i still owe sheila $4 for the chicken rice lunch. Just too bad, too bad.. guess the One above thinks i should really concentrate this time..

Went to gym on Sat afternoon..not very crowded hehe..no need to see those gay boys flexing their little mouse. Other users? should be busy shopping i guess. After that i threw all my stuff into my locker and met the girls for K-Box session. This was the first time we went there for the 1st time. very excited hehez..we got room that was tiny and located opposite of the workers' counter. So i felt that I can't sing when i kept singing ppl walking past!! So i approached them and requested to change into another room. Lucky trio, we got the corner room. Although it's a straight sofa, we still had quite abit of privacy ba ;P Sung alot of songs and enjoyed :D hehez (photos to prove but where?? still waiting *winkz*) Next time i should master 'guang dao zi lian' so i dun have to hang myself again and 'venus' is a HOT fav!!

Went to Cineleisure for Korean dinner. Soon after, we went shopping for at Takashimaya S.C, Isetan and Tangs. and guess what..i think i really hate my cards with me when i in town. I splurged on a pair of black sandals and i had to convince myself now becos i had no decent sandals. I bought the dark angel becos i tot it looks compatible on my Nokia 6600.

Introducing my Darkangel on my phone now..

Worse was, I bought a 2-way compact foundation from Anna Sui so that I can have a new foundation when i dun even bother to makeup.. -_-" O.. I must be crazy..save me...but i quite like it eh..smells nice and the tone suits my skin..see me in my moronic makeup and pose..why do i feel like the pose looks familiar in owl's blog..omg!!

I look so toot...ARGGGGHHHZZZ...

On my way back, i was thinking, 'can i go back isetan and get a refund?'. Best, i went home and checked the receipt..never mentioned about exchange..so i should forget about getting a dumb refund..what a nerd..
Nvm, I will survive on my mere $100 nett allowance each month. I can!!i did that last month and the month before..~~~ but if i appear at ur doorstep, please remember to pass me some bread and water before u slam the door hard...

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

Monday, September 19, 2005 9/19/2005 08:20:00 PM

You Are a Daisy

You see the world with an artist's eye.
Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments.
You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets.
You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in.

What Flower Are You?

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

9/19/2005 04:26:00 PM

I am me again. He's gone and he is not happy or sad. What about me?
This time it's really goodbye...everything about you, I will remember it for life..

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

Friday, September 16, 2005 9/16/2005 11:28:00 PM

Since i had memories, I had weird visions. Sometimes, i can feel something is going to happen. and i can foresee in my head. I was on the bus reaching Mayflower and i felt weird about something bad was going to happen. In my head, I witnessed florence falling down. I told her and she laughed at it. The very moment she was getting down from the bus and walking towards the school, she slipped and fell. The exact way i saw in my mind. How do you feel now? She fell becos it was an accident or she fell becos of what I saw?

I know somehow a white car at a road junction is waiting for me. Since then, I had missed 4 white cars and 3 times, I was alone at a traffic junction. Once, my sister was with me and i pushed her away to avoid the white car from crashing her and I was in her position. But i backed too fast; the car sped over without me. Was i lucky or what? I saw my own wake with white roses over my picture and I saw everyone i know but I just din see my mum there.

This morning, I saw The Maid ushering me at a big lecture hall in my dreams, Stephen helping to me to fight off a school bully and I talked to him. He told me to leave him alone. Strange but I woke up feeling chilly. I hate to say this but I have seen my mum and my aunt in my dreams as well. I talked to them and I miss them alot. I saw my mum cry in my dream, hugging me when I presented her with the bouquent of flowers I specially chose for her. I saw her wearing that tulip dress that i picked for her. I know she miss me too. Each day passed like hell for me now. Everything I do, I will think of her.

Boiling a pot of herbal tea reminds me that I always leave an unsweetened cup for her. Now i help her to drink up what's left behind for her. Cooking rice has always been so easy for me. I just knew how much 4 of us eat. But now, there's always a portion of rice left in the pot and yes, that's her portion. I leave my door room half closed becos i fear that she will call me in the middle of the night to massage her legs. Now i close my door tight and i sleep with tears every night. Now i watch alot of vcds to occupy my time if i am not studying. Becos it will make me feel very tired and i dun even have the strength to cry myself to sleep. Each time i reach home, the first line i will say, ma i'm back. But now each time i reach home,my heart will break once. And when i am home late, she will be calling my hp and checking where i am or if i can bring back some snacks on my way back. Now i call back and my dad dun even pick up the calls at all..sometimes he does..sometimes he dun. I dunno why.

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9/14/2005 01:48:00 AM

You Are Furry Boots

They're not just boots. They're your dancing shoes!

What Kind of Boots Are You?

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

9/14/2005 01:34:00 AM

Where the hell are you now??

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

Monday, September 12, 2005 9/12/2005 12:37:00 AM

She may have left, but she's gonna stay in your heart for a lifetime. This, I can be sure of.
Hope you can get better with each day.

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

9/12/2005 12:22:00 AM

Nothing is forever yours. Sometimes in your life, you gain a thing or two. Maybe it was to compensate what you have lost earlier. Or maybe it is to be taken away from you later on in your life. IF I had such a mirror to show me how i should walk my next step, this will make me feel very secured. But i am just contradicting with myself. . Cailing (A) want to be different somehow, somewhere but Cailing (B) just wants to stay there as destiny has planned. I am just so confused now. Why am I so confused..? Confused about what i not too sure. It just feels that I am living aimlessly now. I need someone to hang on but somehow a part of me wants to be strong and live on good as I am. Forget it, if something is meant to be lost, then let it be then. I am too tired now to see things straight.

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

Friday, September 09, 2005 9/09/2005 02:49:00 AM

You Belong in Paris

Stylish and a little sassy, you were meant for Paris.

The art, the fashion, the wine, the men!

Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...

You'll love living in the most chic place on earth

What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

so sad!! SOMEONE bring me to Paris please! i dun mind hiding in a suitcase. If SOMEONE can find one that fit me in heez!

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.

9/09/2005 01:58:00 AM

Alright. The Landlord is back in here tonight. Due to the neglience of this website, I decided to give it a new look and a new name..now on it will be announced revamp of website in process..hehe..

1) My buddies mock my blog!! becos the name suckz. becos due to *ahem. so in case of any further acidic attacks, Little Superhero Girl is deformed and will be replaced by MyDreamHouse.. wanna introduce some new stuffz here..(but well, stay tuned for more updates ya?)..just wanna build my own place on the internet..no special tenants please :D

2) New skin still on the lookout, but nothing special to swoon me over yet. May decide to design one, mood swing starts now. Time is running out!!! No time to slack cos i can see lotsa stuff hanging around my couching area(that includes the kitchen sink, bathroom bucket and tv sofa)..some letters unread and i think i saw a red bill on the table...SINGTEL NIGHTMARE!? or my dumb UOB monthly bank statement.. ?

3) Bought a new book, The undomestic Goddess bySophie Kinsella. Finished reading. Read fast cos interested in the plot. but erm kinda expected the ending so made me read even faster. Any takers? No Q number required if u know me damn well and a box of chocolate by SINS(oppz..must screen for B!!!) :D

oh sick of numbering my points. must be thinking of the report next next week. my team members are gone into hiding; i suspect the spider-girl is a workalcoholic and i think the king-kong went London and didn't even inform us. should have probed him more that day when he said he wanted to see UOL campus. stupid me. Bought a recipe book today. needed it as a sample instead of going to internet to search and end up with no printers to print out. can u believe i am that stupid..Going to try and make one Orange Jelly Cake for sf. and not forgetting long-lost Japanese curry bento for m.. hehe..sorry girl!! Apologies*10000000.....infinity...

Uploaded two pictures from my dear phone. Got to call it dear phone, if not this phone will throw tantrums..and sleep soundly whole day..and i will be MIA again..

Seen my prized pot of flower at my corridor? 3 flower buds; 2 bloomed and 1 to go!! wow..so happy..Know the name? In Chinese, it's called 'Fu Gui Hua' and direct-translate is Fortune Flower..think so.. another picture is my honey~~~ guess who??

No surprise leh so short the space...-_-" nvm hor? ..

The Little WaterBoy!! see his saliva still clings to his lipz..

So now bed-time and my drama time..eh contradiction runs in me.. :D

~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.