Tuesday, July 31, 2007
7/31/2007 08:36:00 PM
你变得像他一样沉默 偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样 我怎么忘 也忘不过一秒
我想要爱 却看到他离开的刹那
你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后 你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 还在争夺
我懂你不想承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活
我只要你爱我
远远看你勇敢在心头 靠近一点却又太懦弱
不拆穿你的困惑 爱不了我(你) 至少不要难过
任何结果 我会点头 只要你快乐
你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛
你说分手后 我(你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 我(你)还在争夺
我不想给你承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活
我只要你爱我
无数次的复活 我只要你爱我
a favourite now!
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
Monday, July 30, 2007
7/30/2007 08:45:00 PM
why is it that you are not here? give me a reason; be it a lie.. be it an lame excuse.. but.. but..
why were u not here? why? is it because you are there happily over there, can't be bothered about me or u just forgotten all about me? is it because there was more hope and happiness over there..and there's only heartbreak and disappointment here? ?
i just wan to know that you care.. is that so difficult to accomplish?? ? . . . .is it too much to ask from you now?
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
7/29/2007 12:21:00 PM
It's a real new start for everyone..
maybe you are here reading, but maybe you wouldn't read this at all..
but i would like to tell you..i am very dead serious about what's going on now..
it's fine that this is the only communication channel but you should know that, this is a tough battle to fight. maybe there's another way out? pls do let me know..
hope this is a great place for us to honour our promises and i will keep my updates..hope you do so too..
leave a tag. leave me something to hang on...
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
Friday, July 27, 2007
7/27/2007 01:04:00 AM
love is blind?!
love is crazy... makes u crazy..makes me crazy.. so...
.....let's listen to Angela Zhang's 样子...
sing to it with the lyrics! :P
感觉很安静
其实却非常吵闹
有的时候我觉得爱情很崇高
莫名其妙会胆小
没有理由想要打搅
好象原来的我被什么赶跑
没有预兆
只是没有你的问候
我的理想感性
就能变成干燥
感觉自己变了变变变
变得找不到我很烦恼
好象我是谁
我不知道我不知道
想你很美好
想你也是种煎熬
有时候我觉得我太复杂了
有个我总在微笑
有个我总心情不好
好像原来的我却越缩越小
空气很糟
加上思念已经老道
我的天使恶魔终于开始争吵
感觉自己变了变变变
变得找不到我很烦恼
好象我是谁
我不知道
想你一次一次
烦恼一次一次
是不是就是我恋爱的样子
爱情没有身体
没有名字
住在心里却那么的真实
eh i find this very true leh. who on earth has seen how love has looked like but still feel loved very much? and how can anyone see if others are lying about loving? that's so strange..people must be very highly addicted to Love..the unconventional inexpensive drug..
想你一直一直
烦恼一直一直
什么才是我和你该有的样子
爱情让人疯了让人迷失
但是对感觉更加的真实
想你一次一次
烦恼一次一次
是不是这是我恋爱的样子
爱情带来眼泪
带来影子
但是心会痛是快乐的事
想你一直一直
烦恼一直一直
找不到我和你期待的方式
或许我为了自己的样子
就是爱情它最真实的样子
maybe the image of me in love is...
.....坚持？？
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
7/14/2007 01:11:00 AM
;) it's been a hell outta week!
well, since many have known that i have started working at OCBC..again!
just as a temporary position in Enterprise Banking~ helping to screen out those applications for corporate lending. sighz, it's tough to work out there. just like fighting a war everyday.
Numerous corporates and individuals will want to borrow money from OCBC, as if there's no interest to pay or no repayment at all! -_- so many applications! and they just can't be bothered to give me access for the systems that i need to use... why why why..their IT department really don't like me alot..enough of complaints.
anyway it's a friday today! and OCBC has this dress-down thingy going on. Unfortunately, my department doesn't really practice 100% dress-down. One of my colleague told me that the policy was,' dress down but hor, not really that dress-down'.
So me being an ass, went on and asked her, ' huh? so what you mean? can dress down or not?'
and she said, 'well you can wear a collar -tee shirtbut no jeans.'
so i went.....-_-"""...literally!
NO LOGIC AT ALL! so what's dress down when you can't wear jeans and have to wear collar tee shirts? It's just bullshit, at least to me.
i can't be bothered about it at all. I claded in my tee-shirt and jeans and stepped boldly into the office at 9am. In fact, I was expecting somebody to approach me to tell me that my attire was inappropriate!
but no leh. so disappointing! hee but i will continue to 'challenge' them every friday until my very very last day! just missed my comfy jeans so much!
Anyway, after the long time at work, i had an extremely pleasant girlie-date with the 3leis tonight. Made sushi and also played mahjong! very exciting! but also very tiring.. cos it's been such a long day..pretty pretty pictures on the way!
Thought of the day: IF only God can stop time, I would want Him to stop at my 19th birthday.
Because, that was my happiest year when I was once with you.
~ let it be! i need a breather anyway.
